Hello,

As several of you know, I haven't really been active recently. It all started about two months ago, when there was a lot of drama circulating around, and I reacted impulsively, and somewhat immaturely.

I'd like you all to know what went through my mind as everything happened, without going into to much detail. The point of this thread is not to explain my perma ban, it's actually quite different. Granted, I'd just like to fill you in on some information.

After about a month absence, I decided to appeal my ban. I didn't really have any intentions of playing. In all honesty, it was somewhat ingenue. I wrote it, and I sent it to Andrew. However, I came back just to troll. That hasn't been my normal self, and it's actually my "dark side". I don't want to be like that, at all; I never want to hurt others. I let my immature side get the best of me, and harass a community I gave up on. I have friends that are still here, and I miss my chats with them on a daily bases. I've been on EcoCityCraft for almost a year and a half now, and I throwing away all that time, connection, and enjoyment I've spent and received on here should not be meaningless on the superficial side of my mind.

I want to confess to a few things. My forum activity has literally been ridiculous. I've never received a forum warning before, until yesterday. I posted a "bob the builder can we fix it" video. I mean, c'mon Iticip, you know better than that. That's what hit me. I've been attempting to hurt this community, and I need to wake myself up. I also was the one who messed with the portals last week, along with a few others I will not name. That was stupid, and I caused unneeded time spent for the GA's to fix them. I'm sorry for all of this that I've done, and I don't want it to happen again. I want to respect all of you, and I hope you pass that respect on amongst each other.

With this, I bring a conclusion. I'm not writing this because I'm coming back on ECC. Some of you may have been hoping I would, some of you may be hoping I never log in again. In all honesty, I don't think I will be playing here too often. I've lost my passion for the game it's self. I'm here to be with the community though, and chat from time to time. I hope to see some old friends, and meet new faces as well.

EcoCityCraft has been a large part of my adolescent life, and I never should have turned on it.