I know what you are thinking, this is not berserk making this apology, it is me, I have to be on my second account since my main account is also forum banned. I know making this will probably get this account forum banned as well but I need to get this off of my chest. On the 14th of January I was banned for serious harassment via PM's directed to the user lolelf123. The specifics of what he did to make me harass him is not of importance at the moment, I want to sincerely apologize for what I said and how I treated him. When I saw what he said I went into a blind rage and could not help myself from saying those terrible things to him, I had no previous knowledge of who he was and to me at the time, he was just another person on the internet being a troll. After I was banned I found out that it was more of an honest mistake and not someone just trying to make people angry. What I said is unforgivable and nobody should deserve that in any circumstance. If you are reading this lolelf, I'm sorry for the things that I said to you, I could not control myself and I had no right to take my anger out on you, or on anyone for that matter. I do not know how i can make it up to you, and this is the only way that I could do so in spite of my recent inaccessibility to the server and the forum. I am not sorry to just lolelf for what I did, I am sorry to every person on the server who saw how I had reacted, and even to the people that have not. Being a former moderator I was entitled with being a sort of role model for the community, I was always very tame and was very outspoken without being rude or negative about it. This situation was a complete turnaround of who I was, and I do not doubt that I have lost friends from the whole ordeal. After I was banned I talked to some of my friends and I felt in some ways like a criminal, they were disgusted with me and wanted no part in being friends with me anymore, It was a terrible experience and I know those were great friendships I will never have again. If I somehow get un-banned and come back, I feel like I would not have the right to speak in global and talk to people as I once did, I feel like I am an ashamed member of a community I once belonged to. I am sorry for everything I have done and become, and I am sorry most specifically to lolelf, I hope at least some of you will forgive me and I hope for a day where I will not be banned and will be able to play on my favorite server once more. Sincerely, with my upmost apologies, Berserk_on_xbl (AKA: Box) P.S. I know doing this is bypassing a ban on the forums but I would like to stay un-banned so I can keep up with this thread. Thank you if that is at all possible. Also, I am not doing this just for more sympathy to get un-banned, I feel sorry for everyone I have affected and just wanted to set everything right.
I think this user has served their time and learned their lesson -- as a result of commit this horrific act, he now has no friends. Sorry if offense is taken, but no offense. I would love to see you back on the server after reading this apology. Just remember -- if you do that one more time, no future apology will be accepted from me. You will have lost all my respect and pity for you.
That isn't necessarily true. He is my friend. Everyone makes mistakes, and there isn't a thing I would change about him.
Berserk, is there a way I could add you on Skype or Steam? One of the coolest people I've met on the server, up to, including, and after the incident. If you want to add me, search Sput on steam. Look for the profile with the same picture as my ECC picture.
Not really. That means he has lost friends. That does not mean he has lost all of his friends. To continue, he for sure took it way to far. I can understand why someone would not want him back. However, it is truly only fair that he should get a second chance. This may end in a month tempban. Everyone deserves a second chance, look at blowtube or pruneda.
Personally this user raged at me several times i didnt see how he got staff the first time, and everyone deserves a second chance we all learned from that didnt we.
Its easy to see how he lost control of the situation given the users involved, but Berserk seemed like an OK dude from what little of him I saw in SG, and looks like he deserves a second chance.
He was actually very friendly to me whenever I talked to him. I think he deserves a second chance because he obviously is very sorry right now.
Locked, if you want to be unbanned from the forums, appeal your ban to andrew. (You're not allowed to post unless you appeal)
