I'm sorry

I got banned by revanrose6 Reason: Attempting to kill another player in a nonPVP zone. (Pat2100)
I confirmed that i did try to kill him and there's no justification for that. I met pat at.. either Pvp or sg. I don't remember but, something where we're suppose to kill each other. So, point being that i already disliked him. We had a common friend SidGer(something). I went mining with him and we came across Pat. I went strait out and said: U!!! After a while of mining Sid decided to smelt his findings. He made a base and i was covering the thing in cobble stone to prevent theifs. I believe he decided it'd be too hard to go up outside of the mining world and then come back looking for the spot we were at. Pat saw this and tried to get in. I built cobble to prevent him from getting in. By the time he was done, pat finally got in. afterward, (i don't know if his intention was to kill me or if he knew what he was doing but,) he tried to mine beneath me to get me in the lava below. I did not die. I ranted on to him Y Did U try To Kill Me!!?? He did not respond. I had to leave after this for awhile. When I came back on, I found pat and confronted him again. he didn't know what i was talking about. That was when it happened. I saw pat go down a hole and i sent gravel after him. I deeply regret my actions. He didn't die but, everyone saw this take place and they chased me off trying to get the ground beneath me to give away. I kept telling them why i did it(Pat tried to kill me!!). After that revanrose6 came over and inquired about what was going on. He had wittnesses and i did not. He got the story from both sides and since Pat had people to back him up, I was banned. And rightfully so. I forgive Pat and I hope honestly that pat will forgive me. I was in the wrong. Forget what Pat did, I broke the rules in my rage. I don't mean this as bribery but you can take all my money and things in my inventory, (not to keep) and do whatever you want with it. Like throw it in a volcano. Do whatever you want to compensate for my actions, but please let me back on EcoCityCraft!!! I have devoted much of my time to this wonderful server and I had plans to finish a statue of a friend. I don't want to wrong another person. I can't express enough. Forgive me.