[Ban Appeal]

Minecraft Username: partyman909

Reason of Ban: Extreme staff disrespect/vulgarity

Rule violated:
Clause 2 - Vulgarity

• Inappropriate and vulgar language is not allowed. This includes anything put on signs, said in chat, written in books, renamed to on items (see Section 3 Clause 2.1), spelt out in blocks (see Section 2, Clause 2.1), or any other way of communicating.
  • Occasional mild to moderate vulgarities that are not directed at anyone (such as "slip-ups" or saying them in the incorrect chat by accident), self-censorship of a swear word or abbreviations that may imply a swear word (ie. WTF?) are allowed unless it is directed at another user.
• Repeated or excessive swearing, and especially vulgar language directed at anyone, is not tolerated under any circumstance.
• Racist language or prejudicial language of any sort falls under the vulgarity rule, and is considered a very serious offence, punishment of which may not warrant a warning before being given a ban,

Clause 3 - Harassment

• Harassment constitutes as any form of action (chat or game play wise) that makes another player feel threatened or otherwise ruins their game play.
  • Griefing in the wild does not constitute harassment. Harassment in the wild is strictly chat/command based.
• This includes, but is not limited to; blackmail, bullying or any other form of harassment that occurs through our chat system.
• Attempting to kill other players in any non-PvP zone also constitutes as harassment, and succeeding in killing other players in non-PvP areas is a very severe offence that will result in a ban.
• Harassment is absolutely inexcusable on EcoCityCraft. If you are engaging in this behavior expect to be removed from the server with little to no warning.
• Disrespecting staff falls under this rule - They are players too.

Please explain in your own words what the rule(s) means:
Don't treat staff like they're nothing when they're players too. You shouldn't disrespect them just because you feel as they aren't doing their job when they're trying their best. They're human too, which not every human catches everything. Also, to not excessively cuss at anyone or anything, since it is very disrespectful to that person.

Reason you feel you think you should be unbanned:
I'm sorry... I'm honestly just sorry... I just don't find it fair... that I try so hard to be good, yet on this server which is full of good people or suppose to be they themselves provoke me, try so hard to get me banned. It's just so or in my opinion unfair to me... mods catch everything that I do, they see nothing that the other person has done. They have done this for months to me, every single time... it's just me who gets warned, me who needs to stop ,me who gets banned. I'm human too, I deserve to be treated like a person, with the respect I deserve... You might think I'm disrespectful but that's because that's how I get treated by all of you... I just do what you all do to me. You have to understand how hard it is time after time that mods don't catch anything that anyone has said or done to you... all that constant harassment and yet they don't do anything. You have to just have to understand that it's difficult for me to hold it in I had to tell Clarinet that, well didn't have to I just was so extremely overwhelmed with feelings that no one has done anything good for me... Only bad. I just want you mods to catch one things just even warn them once to stop, or else they never will... It's always me who has to stop, I can't stop every single time it's hard to do that as a human with feelings you just can't hold it all in.
Sorry Clarinet for those extremely inappropriate words that I've said to you they're uncalled for I just want you to understand I'm frustrated that no one has done a thing for me these past months. Yet my stupid self hasn't been smart enough to screenshot and post a complaint because I keep thinking if they don't do anything in game what makes a difference on the forums... I know it wasn't your fault, I just happened to want you to do something since I know you're a really good mod, but when I saw that you didn't it made me upset. Just sorry... my feelings shouldn't have been said on TeamSpeak, it did nothing but cause me to look like a complete idiot.

http://www.ecocitycraft.com/forum/threads/ban-appeal.120021/
Yeah sure that wasn't all so true, I tried to keep my promise hard to hold it in. But I want it to be true, that I've matured and become more civilized I just need some help along the way. I just need moderators or anyone to tell me to calm down a bit when I've walked the wrong path so I can continue along the right path and make the good decisions that I have to make. I've just been working so hard lately these past 10 days to earn money and make more friends and don't want it all to go away... heck I even started a skin clan thing but I guess it hasn't been working much as I wanted it to be.
One more thing I'd appreciate it if no one wrote anything on my appeal except a mod... I know you all have very negative feelings towards me but please try to keep it in for me, it just makes me the way I am and I don't want that and I know you don't either. Thanks...