mineingjokey

I have always been moving from place to place in my time, and it has taken its tole on me. I have finally found a place that I can call home and have fantastic friendships, but I still fear, still wake up in the middle of the night, teary eyed, that I am leaving them all again. They tell me everyday that they will never leave me, and they will follow me to Hell and back. That will always bring a smile to my face. But the doubt and fear never goes away. I will live with this fear for who knows how long. But the point is, you need to enjoy your life, and everyone who is part of it as long as you can, however you can. Life is to short for irrational fear.