How much i love you guys and of how much i will miss you

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  1. Harrison124

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    I don't know were to post this but as you all know now I perm banned myself and just so the person knows who banned me I wasn't hacking and I didn't. I don't want back on if you know why and I said something to you about me and my friend 2 of my mc friends committed suicide and my friend at school has done so as well i got myself banned for several different reasons and trust me all of them will not and must not have anything to do with how wonderful everyone was to me on here , It's a must that I leave Trust me that I want to but I can't accept my life being like this. My last words before April 14 2015 which is when im planning to end my so called life that I don't have is that I wish you all the best and please stay away from hacks as long as possible I love you all with my whole heart and I will prove it too you when it comes to be done.

    Love you all and wish you best Harrison124.
    P.S. I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.

    Miss you all and love you Hedgehog and Yoshi (remember me as i will in afterlife)
     
  2. Shredder_101

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    dont commit suicide. is it really worth it? 1. its selfish. how will ur friends and family feel? can u really bear to make them so hurt and sad? 2. is it worth it? over a game? dude u still have a life ahead of you. dont give up, thats the stupidest thing to ever do. life isnt fair. yes thats true, happens to me all the time too. the answer is not death, its learning how to deal with it and shaping yourself into a better person. i have never met u in the server before, but i can tell u this. suicide isnt a joke, its a serious matter. u only have 1 life, so cherish it.
     
  3. GiRLCLAN

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    @Harrison124 You can still put in a ban appeal, all you have to do is show us that you got rid of your hacks/ and why they arent allowed on the server.

    Also, suicide is a very serious topic around here, and any of the AEM staff do NOT condone it. If you need help, there are suicide hotlines, and websites that will help you feel better.

    There is nothing that we can do on the internet, so you need to seek help through your close friends and immediate family if you are feeling this type of way. We've all been through it, however it does not mean you're weak. It means youre strong enough to atleast tell someone. Therefore, you're strong enough to get through whatever situation you might be facing right now.

    Websites:
    http://www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlines.html
    http://suicideprevention.wikia.com/wiki/USA

    Phone Number:
    1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2430)
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    1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255)




    This goes for any other players:

    Do NOT keep this sort of stuff in, talk to someone. ALL staff is here 24/7 for you, we can help. You just need to reach out. You're worth it, and dont ever think otherwise.
     
  4. Vipeh

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    Just remember... if you do it, there's no going back, and trust me, you'll want to go back. It's not worth it, it's probably the most selfish thing you can do. Your friends and family would be devastated, and trust me, some of them would kill themselves too (essentially making you a murderer). I have had someone VERY close to me commit suicide, and I'm still not over it. I still think about them every second, wishing they were back with me, just as usual, sitting next to me at all times. Don't do that to your friends and family, it's just not worth it.
     
  5. thatepictntguy

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    Don't suicide. It's never the right option and it's never a solution to do so. It's best you talk to someone about it, don't hold your feelings inside to yourself. Your family and friends like said above, would feel very devastated. It only gets beeter in time
     
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    I respect your decision, even though I do not find it's the right thing to do, at least think about this. Think of your family they will be destroyed, and your future which will have so much, and think when you get past this obstacle, you can talk about it, and be like I defeated something that many could not.
     
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    Agreed my sister passed away on my 11th bday and everyone cried for hours
     
  8. TomPearuss

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    Don't do it. Trust me I have had some of these thoughts before in my life. You need to talk to somebody close to you. They will help so much, you must trust us on this decision.
     
  9. EnderMist_123

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    Look here's the thing, every one at one point ant time (most anyway) go through the I hate my life stage i want to kill myself. That is not the right thing to go . 2 years ago to the dot my identical brother died of cancer. my identical sister built up many many feelings, she didn't talk or get help and the next day she committed suicide. i know what the people in your family would feel like because i have felt it my self Don't commit suicide its never the answer EVER. And its a decision that you can never change.
     
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    ...that was hard to say, but if it keeps someone from killing themselves then its worth it
     
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    My condolences
     
  12. EnderMist_123

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    Thanks...
     
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    I would like to update you all. Harrison is in the hospital. Please pray for him and his family.
     
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    Harrison, I hope you are ok. I want you to remember that AEM Staff and AEM Players are ALWAYS here for you.
     
  15. NickNick1010

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    How does chu know this?
     
  16. EnderMist_123

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    i thought this to but staff have ways and plus im sure she can not share it
     
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    I stalked every social media he has. Lol
     
  18. TomPearuss

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    I hope he does well...
     
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    So, I clicked on your name, and I see that you are the age of 18. Think of this. Your whole life, or what it is so far, you have spent 12 of those years in school, to get you started on a career. You have your WHOLE life in front of you. Don't waste all of that knowledge you have acquired over all of those years.

    Please, don't.


    EDIT: Just realized he hasn't been on since Tuesday. I don't think that is a great sign...
     
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